..The Wonders of You..

What I’ve tried wording in the past couple of months.. Due to extensive thinking, I’ve came up with just simply saying what comes to mind.

As far as I can see, with and without my spectacles.. I’ve realized that words mean nothing to someone unless your words supersedes every one else’s.

I’ve known this to be true. In fact, Past experiences, Conversations with friends, Relatives, Elders,Teachers- Have all no doubt given me words of wisdom and shown comforting gestures, to some extent might have succeeded; time being. However, in the long run, I’d be right where I started :\ .. So being, in order to overcome ones past,future or present encounters of bad,tragic,unfortunate event.. one has to confront that one person.. the one whose words supersedes everyone else for that particular misfit and in some cases YOU ARE THE ONE ,Carrying out this act I’m pretty sure one can live a happy life ._. without regret or discomfort , in any case where such has been done, not happy as said.. the final task is to find some way of accepting it.. 

There is no doubt in my mind that there are many ways to be a winner but there is really only one way to be a loser and that is to fail and not look beyond the failure, and in life lessons I’ve learn this to be true.

..You’re occupying a good-sized apartment in my brain, I can’t get you out, no eviction notice on the door. My hands that could be touch your soft body. I hate it is what I want to do, righth now. It makes my life seem pointless, Id rather be there, I’d rather be doing anything with you, watching your eyes as you look at this , the way you smile at the people you encounter, the way they smile back. I’d be happy & proud just to be that close to you. I’d feel special, I just sit here. I sleep in, I make some tea, I have a stomache ache. I spend my days thinking about you’re doing, it’s not healthy but that’s nothing new.